the tear

i don't want to cry but i cry
when i want to cry i can't cry
this is not what i can control anymore
about the tear

i don't know the tear comes out for myself or what
i might just feel lost
feel lonely
or maybe i just don't believe in love anymore?

i don't know


but finally, i cry
after i know the betrayal
then it is ended, by that
that i can't take anymore
that i can't stand anymore

and then now
i am free


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